Some Just Whine & Complain

At the most random moments I find myself lusting for time to stand still, but when it does, I am plagued by this unshakable restlessness that I fear will never go away, especially once life returns to its 'normal state'.

When that time comes and I get too aquainted with city smog and the pollution of my own mind, I wish I could remember the sun (as I did today). It is bright and promising and the colour it puts into my eyes makes everything seem impossibly serene in the moments that shouldn't be. And there's the air too - a limitless supply - that no money can purchase or limit. And we need it. And I hope I won't remember to ask myself why it feels so damn stiffling sometimes.

But not now.
Now I am too busy growing and growing and growing. I can't remember the last time that I rubbed the sleep from my eyes without wishing I could run it back in. Do you know how refreshing that is?

I hope so.
I miss you all.